WARNING: Honest post coming from the heart. You have been warned :)
WE ARE READY FOR OUR REFERRAL :) The past two weeks have been hard. I am extremely emotional....not sleeping...and just plain ready to see my daughter's face. I am trying to be content because in my crazy mind I feel like we won't get the referral until I am content in waiting BUT I am not there today. You know the feeling when you have gone on vacation and it has been wonderful....but then you wake up on the last day and know you have the long drive home. And that ride takes for.....e....ver.......That is how I feel today. Ready. Tired. Emotional. Ready to be done with the waiting.
Praying tomorrow will be the day. Praying she is home by Christmas. That has been my dream all along...that we would not spend Christmas 2010 without her.
I wish I had some encouraging words....and tomorrow I am sure I will...but tonight I just don't. I have been trying to go to sleep for a couple of hours...no such luck.
Also, my glasses are at my in-laws and I had already taken my contacts out SO if you see any typos....just know that it is because I am blind as a bat.
Sidenote: I love my husband. We were sitting on the couch tonight and he tells me that he wants to build Lucy a treehouse or a teepee. I think Teepee won. Why does my infant daughter need a teepee you ask. I have no idea. But, I love that my husband...her daddy....wants to build her one.